T H E♥S U M M E R

the summer holidays ended with such a great week. I went to drama summer school. It was really fun. so I'm going again next year, but this time with some of my friends from school. I hope it fits with the Japanese language course I'm thinking of entering.



T H E♥N E W♥S C H O O L♥Y E A R

gosh. I love ALL of my lessons. ♥ why you ask? well...

Since I am now in year 10, I no longer have to do geography, history and the such. But I still have RE and Life Skills as my school is after all a Church of England school and learning Life Skills is the law.

For my GCSE, I have the following classes:

Dual Science (biology, chemistry & physics)
Drama
Art
Textiles
Religious Studies
Life Skill
Physical Education
English
Maths

And they are all going pretty well, but it saddens me that a certain girl is in two of my classes. It's not that I don't like her, just that she's one of those people that says unpleasant things, and is rude to the teacher and makes me feel like all of my suggestions and ideas are stupid. So I'm not really fond of her. Sciences for me this year did NOT start very well, as it seems that I've lost my biology and physics book during the summer holidays, so I would have to copy up from a friend's. But I do not mind, believe it or not, I find copying down text from books quiet fun. I'm a freak, yes I know. Textiles is just wonderful, we have a lesson each fortnight with the new art&textile teachers for the year sevens(who are adorable by the way), she won't be helping us with our skirts, but with our decorative techniques instead. That reminds me, I have to finish my ribbon thing. Drama is of course awesome as usual. But it's really slow because of interruptions.
Netball starts next week on monday, I'm looking forward to it. ♥
But it annoys me that GCSE art club is also on monday, monday and wednesday is when it's on, but on wednesday I also have dress design. how frustrating. But I can make it for the whole one hour club session on tuesdays as coach isn't in on tuesdays so lunch time practices would have to be on another day. thank you god.


L O V E

in the summer, I also talked to a guy that I met on a MPORGP called Flyff, he's my age and lives in america, in the game we got married because we wanted to gain skills. and he is so wonderful. he's learning german, but wish that he was learning japanese, he also loves the japanese culture. and not because of anime&manga, but because of the tradition ♥
but alas, we haven't spoken in many weeks and I am missing him dearly. I have given him my e-mail so he can contact me on facebook. but Flyff has this stupid system where messages would be deleted after 15 days of mail being received. If he did received it, I hope he wrote it down. ♥


A R T

my artworks..they are in a stage where I feel that they're all BLEURGH! I cannot get proportions right, head angle annoy the hell out of me, and inking it so pesky. I just want to practice my colouring skills. but that is kind of impossible without a decent lineart. ><
But I will continue to work hard and soon enough my skills will flourish. ♥

YOUR BOY SIDE
(x) You love hoodies.
(x) You love jeans.
( ) Dogs are better than cats.
(x) It's hilarious when people get hurt.
(x) You've played with/against boys on a team.
( ) Shopping is torture.
(x) Sad movies suck.
( ) You own an X-Box.
(x) Played with toy cars as a kid.
( ) At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.(police woman)
(x) You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.(I want a DS!?)
(x) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
( ) You watch sports on TV. (prefer live)
( ) Gory movies are cool.
( ) You go to your dad for advice.
( ) You own like a trillion baseball caps.
(x) You like going to football games.
( ) You used to/do collect baseball cards.
( ) Baggy pants are cool to wear.
( ) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
(x) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
(x) you love to go crazy and not care what people think.
(x) Sports are fun.
(x) Talk with food in your mouth.
(x) Wear boxers.

Total: 14/25

YOUR GIRL SIDE.
( ) You wear lip gloss.
(x) You love to shop.
( ) You wear eyeliner.
( ) You have some of the same shirts in different colors.(why wuld u?)
(x) You wear the color pink.
( ) Go to your mom for advice. (only girly stuff)
(x) You consider cheerleading a sport.
( ) You hate wearing the color black.
(x) You like hanging out at the mall.
( ) You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
( ) You like wearing jewelry.
(x) Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
(x) Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
(x) You don't like the movie Star Wars.
(x) You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
( ) It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
(x) You smile a lot more than you should.
( ) You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
(x) You care about what you look like.
(x) You like wearing dresses when you can.
( ) You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
(x) You wear girl underwear. (prev >8I)
(x) Used to play with dolls as little kid.(still love them)
( ) Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
( ) Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera

Total: 13/25

...huh. interesting.

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ya...just thought I'll post it rather than emailing everyone about it. I mean everyone looks at journals' titles but sometimes don't read the whole thing right?

I haven't updated in ages~ so how are you guys? <-- that's a useless question, but everyone asks it.

ah~ so what has been going on with me lately? well I'm trying to learn japanese and so far I can say a few sentences, like "my older sister is" and "my name is" and stuff like that. I have to learn a lot of vocab though.
what I think is funny is that I've been learning French since year seven and I can speak it quiet well, but my vocab is low, I've been learning German for two years, and I'm catching up to my french...
anyway...

have you guys heard of Johnnys Entertainment? it's an agency, and there's lots of boy bands, actually, they're all boy bands. I have officially left my emo boys obsessions stage of life...dunno why, but they don't seem so appealing to me any more...I greatly prefer Japanese boys now...ah~
my favourite band is Hey!Say!JUMP, they're so down to earth and so funny. Kat-Tun scares me a bit, but I still like them all the same, and NEWs are plain weird...too bad Kusano's not in it any more. TT^TT

what else...

I went to my last Disco yesterday, and it was quiet good. usually I have huge arguments with the St.Margies, but this time my friends have all signed this paper saying that we will not cause trouble and will just ignore them...I refused to sign, but I didn't do anything, one of my friends did, it was quiet funny...yet troublesome. anyway, the last disco is optional fancy dessed, originally I planned to go as a porclean doll, but they moved the disco a week early and therefore I couldn't finish my outfit in time, then I decided to go as a chinese doll with a sword, but then I couldn't find the top of my sword and the chong-sam with my skinnies looked too casual.
so in the end I went as a ninja, with an apron, I'll draw it up and upload it. C=

ah~ that's all I can think of. so... jaa minna-san~

Stolen from both

Step 1: Fill this in, as such everyone on your watch list may then tell you are not a bad artist. This will let you know how splendid you are, that way you can boost your monstrous ego just a smidgeon more.

Step 2: Now that you've got that great ego boost that you needed, you can sit and revel in it, and beleive (falsely) that you are so superior than everyone else.


1. [x] When you doodle, you say it's a simple drawing. (ya, I hate it when people as me "how do you do that?")
2. [x] Always provide excuses such as "Still in development" (ahahahha, even if it's finished and I'm proud of it)
3. [ ] Can only create an excuse of "I used a mouse, not a tablet" (I did...before I got my tablet)
4. [ ] You only draw faces.
5. [ ] You always draw faces at the same direction.
6. [X] The proportion is awful.
(everything is not how it's like in real life)
7. [x] Every character looks the same. (ya, what's with that?!!)
8. [x] Uses different hairstyle to distinguish characters. (it's the only way...)
9. [ ] Cannot distinguish left and right direction.
10. [ ] "Sketch? Who cares about that?"
11. [ ] You only draw sketches.
12. [ ] What's a LAYER??? Seriously...
13. [ ] You always draw one character.
14. [ ] You always draw characters in same angle.
15. [ ] No matter how you draw, it's the same expression.
16. [x] You couldn't draw characters with movement.(I need to learn how to that)
17. [x] You barely draw feet.
[oh don't get me started...]
18. [x] You can't draw figures from high or low angles. (*cries*)
19. [ ] You don't even know the definition of high and low angle drawing.
20. [ ] A shitty figure drawing in dynamic pose can be turned into a 4th Dimensional abstract. (ahahah really?)
21. [x] Same character looks totally different when it is drawn in different angle or direction.
22. [ ] You can't even draw anything other than characters or draw everything except characters.
(...ya, I understand...not.)
23. [x] You can only draw cute characters. (I don't have the heart to create something ugly.)
24. [x] You can only draw handsome characters.
25. [x] Hands is your nightmare
26. [ ] Your character's hands are always hidden behind. (when I was five)
27. [x] The idea sketch is professional but the actual quality is shitty. (...sadly yes)
28. [ ] You try to cover up one of the eyes with hair so that you can draw only one eye.
29. [x] Your works are always asymmetrical.
30. [x] Line art only = Finished piece. (sometimes)
31. [x] Rough sketch only = Finished piece (sometimes)
32. [ ] You have no anatomical knowledge. (nope, I studied it when I wanted to get serious with drawing.)
33. [ ] You only draw eyes.
34. [ ] Character's hand and eyes are huge.
35. [x] You're poor in drawing the position of boobs. (YES, what the hell are they deal??!!!)
36. [ ] Your artworks are free from all logic. Awkward anatomy and proportion.
37. [x] You lose confidence when other people's works look great. (DAMN you :devxxlightxdarkness
38. [ ] You think they are genius when they come up with satisfied quality.
39. [x] You collect other people's works as practice references but you actually collect them as a collection.(my wall is filled with them, but don't worry, I'm not making profit from it)
40. [x] While drawing, you easily lose patience and go do something else (I always throw the pencil then say "I need a break" lol)
41. [x] Tablet is your god item. ( I guess, I even use them to play games!!)
42. [ ] You regain confidence when other people's works look crappy than yours.(I pity them, or hate them if they have more publicity than me...depends.)
43. [ ] You are more than willing to draw but you lose the spirit so easily.
44. [ ] You completely lose the confidence when you see the works of true genius.
45. [ ] You draw once a month or even once a year.
46. [ ] You get mad when their favorite artists are being lazy.
47. [ ] When you draw Hentai art, you end up drawing grotesque horror pictures because their proportion is so fucking awful.
48. [ ] You don't even have faith in yourself.
49. [ ] You can't even draw since the beginning. (I was born with talent, and I'm not humble or modest enough to say that I wasn't.)
50. [ ] You realized their problems and know where to fix but you never do.


Mah total: 19. . . which is 38%...huh...

I might take a break from DA...dunno yet.

well, there was another disco yesterday, and it was awesome, I think that the feud between my friends and me agaisnt the st margies is over, thanks to our friend, she started a dance off and it was awesome!!! lol
I'm not going to put my outfit online, coz, well, I'm triying to keep my DA account strictly art only. and I don't do photographs. and do any of you have facebook?? my photos will only be on there...C=